if i ever loved you

VERSE 1
Am            F                                  C
   Baby I was not the one, I guess you know that now
      Dm                 G           C
But I kept you real distracted for a while
Am                 F                           C
   I look back and nothing much, ever comes to mind
Dm              G              C        C7
Sometimes I can picture half a smile

BRIDGE
           F
We were as thick as thieves,
             F
Hung on each others sleeves,
                  G           G\F
Kissing all the time.

CHORUS
    C         Cmaj7                    Am
But if I ever loved you shouldn't I be crying?
               Dm                                G
Shouldn't I be cracking up, and drinking all the time?
C         Em                   Am
If I ever loved you how come I feel alright?
             Dm                          F
How come the nights are so easy, and the mornings look so G
bright?

VERSE 2
Am                 F                                 C
   I try to figure what has gone, I seem to look the same.
Dm                G                 C       C7
Maybe there's a tightness around my eyes

BRIDGE
              F
Sometimes the evening comes,
          F
I think I miss someone
               G         G\F
But then I realise

MID 8
A9\C#                  C                D             Em    Em6
       And love it can make your world,    bring you alive
             C                              D            C        C
But I wasn't dead before, so baby you ain't hard to survive

VERSE 3
Am             F                         C
   Maybe I was not the one, but I had to try.
    Dm                 G                 C             C7
And in the end there's no such thing as     wasted time

MID 8
          F
I was the interim
               F
between nothingness and him
                   G          G\F
So how is that a crime